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Date: Friday, September 9, 2005
Time: 10:26:00 PM
i miss the camp

hmmz. juz a short update.
juz came back from the student leaders' training camp two days ago. and guess what? i miss the camp like crazy. i mean, although i personally dun find it as fun as ogl camp and orientation camp, it was very inspiring. and i think it was in a way very meaningful and enjoyable, in the sense that i got to learn a lot that i dun get to learn from books.

positive attitude
never give up
appreciate ur loved ones

i will never forget these things that i learnt through the camp. and after listening to the testimonies, i feel that my problem compared to theirs seems really trivial. if they could pull through such tough obstacles, i dun see any reason why i cant.

feeling kinda stressed now. promos is in two weeks' time and i havent started my revision yet. i know it's really time to start mugging up but i juz cant find the time. time is really running out for me. think i'm gonna start my night study after school reopens, and i'm gonna chiong all the way untill promo. it's juz two weeks, i know i will be able to make it.

and one sad thing i realised about jc life is that we dun even have holidays, although the teachers keep saying that we have indeed a lot of free time. for instance, it's now our sept hols but i cant even find a single day on which i can rest and take a break. there r lessons everyday.
damn it. the teachers are like rushing out tutorials and lectures, i wonder how many of us can actually absorb every single word that they say.
anyway, the only thing that i know is to face them with positive attitude. or else i can never enjoy life.

pals, jia you beii... i know it's hard for us, but we will pull through alright?

alritess...byesss. :)


Date: Friday, September 2, 2005
Time: 3:09:00 PM
deep

Can I pretend that i didnt see it at all and nothing had happened? Apparently I cant. I was putting up a strong front, acted as if I didnt care at all and was talking away happily with jes. I knew I was trying hard.
There s really no point complaining to people about how hurting it is and how sad I feel because no one will possibly understand it. And I cant be so selfish to spoil other s mood as well. I should juz keep everything to myself. Maybe it s better that way.

And to you, I really have nothing to say. Cuz it s not your fault also. Everything should juz boil down to my own silliness and foolishness.
And here s wishing u xing fu. I will forget you one day.
It s hard for me. Guess what I need is juz time and i believe time will do the healing. Maybe to indulge myself in school work will stop me from thinking so much.

There are juz too many challenges and pains for us to bear with on our journey of life. But I guess these are the things that will make us a stronger and better person. I know i will get over it soon.


Bye...